A blatant lie here, a little white lie there, deception
without known motives everywhere; and, we are left with skepticism, judgement,
and a lack of what we thought was reality.
I once read that the opinions of others have no bearing on
one’s reality. I don’t believe that can
be true. Opinions inadvertently become
the influences of our environment. What
is that influences our attitudes carries the burden of altering our reality.
A weary eye. A closed
heart. A wall built. A division of me
from all. The why of you; the scenarios
of reason’s possibilities; the question – to what end?; the revealing truth of
you – it is truly self-indulgent desire.
I cannot contribute. I cannot
feed you. Because I can see you.
Justifications of nobility are always lies. Nobility needs no defense, nor does it
require justification. When your actions
and words are motivated by nobility, justifying them – defending them, destroys
the purity and renders nobility dead and tells your lies.
I see your post designed to manipulate my ideas. You think you’re subtle. You think I don’t know what you fail to
accomplish. You are unaware you are
failing, because you think I’m blind.
You think you’re sneaky and conniving.
You are not.
The insult to my intelligence, and my moral character you
must possess – it is laughable. Your
belief you know me so well; your confidence that your posts will move me,
change me, lead me to what you try to manipulate my thoughts to conclude; these
speak of your own weakness of mind and spirit.
You wanted what was never yours. It never will be. Whether I am gone or whether I am present,
that which you seek to steal you will never possess. You live a delusion. Your daydream is fiction.
I gave you what you wished to create in me. I mocked your existence through your own
tactics. I never wavered. Ridiculous that you believed “it was working.” Laugh at you we did. Played games with you we did.
We will keep on keeping on.
And you will still be a joke.
