Hello, my favorites! It's been a while since I've posted a fresh blog with all the fun I've been having with my youtube versions of my posts. Thank you, to the very talented and selfless Jason Roberston. Plus, I just had someone egging me on to post something diabolical (to remain nameless to protect the innocent....James Libby...oops!). Perhaps this isn't exactly diabolical, or even remotely edgy...KIDDING! Here goes:
So, I've had this friend for about 20 years who recently accused me of being immature for sending her positive information about a loved one of mine via text message. She didn't say I was immature because I sent the information in a text, just so you don't get confused, iseek. She said I was immature for the content of the text. I would quote it, but then I couldn't be elusive enough to deny this blog is about her. Lol! Like I care! No, I won't quote it because the person I was referring to is too private, and my stalkers in Minot ND would be privy to information they don't deserve to know. Cunt bitches! Yeah, you!
Anway, I'm trying to reconcile how in the world this long-time, dear friend went from adoring me, partying with me, supporting me, encouraging me, and giving me her loyalty to claiming my sincere words of hope regarding the afore mentioned loved one were immature. She even went so far as to claim the attempt to improve and be happy on his part would only "hurt (my) kids." She said that twice during our brief, yet intense, text string.
I was stunned, shocked, and taken off guard, which, trust me, NEVER happens to me. And by NEVER, I mean two or three times, but they don't count. Truly, I would never have expected that response from anyone I would choose to share that information with, let alone her. After obsessing over it for about a week and a half, I've concluded that my vindictive behavior towards very specific, deserving, hateful people who will likely go to hell for feeding the animals has created a skepticism in others towards my sincerity. I certainly have taken advantage of my Jedi Master skills, but, people, I am not one dimensional! If the targets I've chosen are people you respect, and if the things I've done to them angers you...well, I hate to say it, but that makes you a horrible judge of character and not someone I would want to know anymore, anyway.
I am not unjust. You know me. You've known me longer than most people in my life. You know my level of ethics. You know my values and my soul. Think. Think! Would I ever, EVER do those things to anyone who didn't deserve it? You need to be more calculating when jumping to conclusions about this entire affair. The core of my spirit, who I AM, hasn't changed. Come on! You must realize there is misinformation and lies in your equation. The result of your belief that what I said was immature and that the possible end result would hurt my children is absurd! If you really, truly think about it, you know that's true. You know me.
Get right. Get real. Get bent.
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