Hello. I would like to extend my hand and officially introduce myself. I am Laurie, apprentice to the Queen of the DH. I am lost. I am no one. I am flailing and desperate. I am stubborn. I am wise despite my lack of focus or temperance. I am a seer. I am the beginning of nudity. I am the beginning of truth. I am the voice and face behind the words of unforgiving pain and endless heart break. I am human. I am vicious. I am vengeance without success.
My words...my tears...my devastated soul on paper...is truth. Truth that my soul forced out through an explosion of grief and injustice. I am the seeker of validation. I am the revealer of what touches our souls. I am the discomfort that fills your heart. I am the force that makes you look at your own truth.
I am Laurie. I am an enigma. I am untouchable. I am better at this game of life than you. I am wicked. I am vindictive. But above all, I am unending pain. Above all, I am depression hiding in bed. I am insecure, but I am aware. I am afraid, but I am fully armed. I am lonely. I am broken. I am a seer. And you are transparent.
I'm pleased to meet you. I look forward to exposing the ease in which you justify destroying the hearts and dreams of beautiful souls. I am the admirer of DH. I am the foundation of her ability to provide your downfall. I am a spy. And you are perfectly ignorant. I thank you.
I look forward to stirring up shit you never knew I could. I look forward to betraying your trust. I am Laurie. I am untouchable. My collection of data of your despicable side? Plentiful. I no longer see you. You are invisible. You are your guilt. You are doomed to read yourself exposed. May you unravel as I have. I am Laurie, and my position is that of the power to shame you. And, that, I will.

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